Just what I needed

Every once in a while, I receive exactly what I needed when I least expect it. I’m in a bit of “transition” right now which for anal retentive me can put me in a bit of “freak out” mode but in a way can be pretty darn exciting too! Well…..here I am watching Crazy Rich Asians (yeah, I’m a little behind) and all of a sudden Yellow starts to play. Yellow was something between Jeff and I. I had a yellow dress that he decided was one of his favorites in my closet. I wore it when I could and started signing things “Yellow”. When I went through his wallet after he left this earth, there was a little card in there that I signed “Yellow”. I even remember his friend asking me what it meant and I explained it to him. So, as I am in transition, I usually talk to Jeff and ask him what he thinks. I know he can’t necessarily answer me but he always lets me know he is around when I need him to be and I will take that!! Thanks for pushing me to be the best I can be (or at least trying to be the best I can be).


5 responses to “Just what I needed”

  1. Your post is soo beautiful! I am in tears ( I know that I should not share this with you but there is something about your post that makes me feel like we could be friends) your yellow dress must look soo beautiful on you!πŸ’

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