
Every once in a while, I receive exactly what I needed when I least expect it. I’m in a bit of “transition” right now which for anal retentive me can put me in a bit of “freak out” mode but in a way can be pretty darn exciting too! Well…..here I am watching Crazy Rich Asians (yeah, I’m a little behind) and all of a sudden Yellow starts to play. Yellow was something between Jeff and I. I had a yellow dress that he decided was one of his favorites in my closet. I wore it when I could and started signing things “Yellow”. When I went through his wallet after he left this earth, there was a little card in there that I signed “Yellow”. I even remember his friend asking me what it meant and I explained it to him. So, as I am in transition, I usually talk to Jeff and ask him what he thinks. I know he can’t necessarily answer me but he always lets me know he is around when I need him to be and I will take that!! Thanks for pushing me to be the best I can be (or at least trying to be the best I can be).
